Jul 06, 2005 00:36
Please
pray for my great-grandmother. She's 102 and in the hospital as
of last night for the first time ever. Her heart is giving out
and mine is breaking. Please pray that God's angels take her in
gently and peacefully. She's
ready to go and I don't want her to be bitter. It seems that
every time I go home for a weekend after I haven't been in for a
long time, someone near to me passes on or gets gravely
ill. I love you all and don't want to talk about this right
now, I just want you guys to know. Don't take offense, I'm sure
you have all been in similar situations.
I almost feel helpless.
We may be moving to Georgetown, KY soon for a job for BMB. It's
in between Lexington and Cinci. Farther and farther away I go
from everything I know, everyone I dearly love and hate missing, but
it's for the better. I keep telling myself that but that doesn't
make a mile shorter or the distance more bearable. I need
to know that Emma will be much better off in Georgetown or Lexington
than in Lville where we're going to end up paying $5,000/yr for tuition
to some snooty private school w/ all their rich bitches and whatnot
just so she can have a good education as opposed to what the Jefferson
County School Corp. offers to its loyal residents. I can send
Emma to public school and not worry about Lville woes. She's
growing up so fast...
I'm out, time for a shower and waiting on my beautiful BMB to come home
to me and eat chicken enchiladas and corn casserole and Reese's Devil's
Food trifle. (I hope it turned out okay...the cream isn't sweet
enough, not to my liking anyway, but there comes a time when one has to
stop whipping the cream before it gets turned into butter.)
xoxoxox
Remember to pray. Thanks.