Jul 04, 2010 08:35
How did I manage to royally screw up so many things within the last week? People I thought were friends are not now, because of me. My family has all this infighting happening, because of me (and Gabi, but fuck them we're getting married). I may lose my job yet they keep giving me more responsibilities. I just don't get it and can't take it anymore. Made Brett drive us to MA to visit friends as family was being un-celebratory. Spent all day yesterday randomly wanting to break into tears over bridges burned that I don't know how to salvage. Somehow quitting therapy seems like a bad idea now, wonder why.
I just... fail.
speaking without thinking,
anne is dumb,
rotten family situations