Mar 29, 2005 19:56
im freakin scared right now.
im at the point where i dont want to go to smu in the fall. im leaving for the summer most likely and i keep considering what it would be like if i just never came back. i dont want to miss out on everything that ive ever wanted to do. i feel like im this ambitious, crazy, spontaneus person thats settling for a normal well educated life. that is not what i want. WHAT THE HELL DO I WANT?
i know someone who i love so much... he/she would never settle for this... i want to run away. i bet he/she would go with me...
someone come with me, please?
i cant be alone