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last night fuckin sucked
leslie was freakin out
i dont blame her for it
i tried to be there for her
but she had to go to her sisters
so me and matt left and got subway
nate came
that was nice i like him lots lately
then everything got shitty.
it started with right when we left nate
and got in the car
matt was like 'why the fuck did you slap nates ass?!'
and then we were just driving
and i asked him to talk to me
or park somewhere and have a chat
but he needs his music when he has a cigarette
he met ben
he really wanted to punch him but didnt
so we all just stood outside and had a ciggie together
that was nice seeing ben
then we drove and he was headin towards his friends house
one that i dont approve of
so we got there and im like IM NOT GETTING OUT YOU GO AND ILL STAY IN THE CAR
so we both exchanged words
and hes like 'im just bringin your ass home now'
like an hour before i had to be home
but he didnt
we just stayed there for a while
then in the carride home he was being all nice to me
but his friend that i dont approve of came with
so we couldnt talk or anything
and i was like dont even fuckin do this pissy shit
and i was like okay fuck you just drop me off at bens
ill just sleepover there
and hes like im not bringing you to that fuckin house
and i was like FUCK YOU
and he was like FUCK YOU
and i threatened to throw a glass ashtray at his head
and then to piss him off i acted all nice and was like I LOVE YOOOOUUU
which pissed him the fuck off
then i got out of the car and walked towards me house
and he got out of the car and grabbed me and hugged me
for a very long time
i spent the rest of the night on the phone with ben
everything that night had just been to much so i was crying
about how me and ben arent best friends anymore
and how i was scared for matt
and leslie
and blahblahblah gayness
matt called me this morning saying he wished he would have hung out with me more
fuckin dick. he has a funny way of showing it.
leslie was freakin out
i dont blame her for it
i tried to be there for her
but she had to go to her sisters
so me and matt left and got subway
nate came
that was nice i like him lots lately
then everything got shitty.
it started with right when we left nate
and got in the car
matt was like 'why the fuck did you slap nates ass?!'
and then we were just driving
and i asked him to talk to me
or park somewhere and have a chat
but he needs his music when he has a cigarette
he met ben
he really wanted to punch him but didnt
so we all just stood outside and had a ciggie together
that was nice seeing ben
then we drove and he was headin towards his friends house
one that i dont approve of
so we got there and im like IM NOT GETTING OUT YOU GO AND ILL STAY IN THE CAR
so we both exchanged words
and hes like 'im just bringin your ass home now'
like an hour before i had to be home
but he didnt
we just stayed there for a while
then in the carride home he was being all nice to me
but his friend that i dont approve of came with
so we couldnt talk or anything
and i was like dont even fuckin do this pissy shit
and i was like okay fuck you just drop me off at bens
ill just sleepover there
and hes like im not bringing you to that fuckin house
and i was like FUCK YOU
and he was like FUCK YOU
and i threatened to throw a glass ashtray at his head
and then to piss him off i acted all nice and was like I LOVE YOOOOUUU
which pissed him the fuck off
then i got out of the car and walked towards me house
and he got out of the car and grabbed me and hugged me
for a very long time
i spent the rest of the night on the phone with ben
everything that night had just been to much so i was crying
about how me and ben arent best friends anymore
and how i was scared for matt
and leslie
and blahblahblah gayness
matt called me this morning saying he wished he would have hung out with me more
fuckin dick. he has a funny way of showing it.