Apr 20, 2012 16:00
I don't quite know how to explain it. But my brain is trying to make sense of everything in relation to everything else. Like if I see all these letters, my brain keeps playing the letters around to form other words. If I see numbers, my brain keeps trying to add them and subtract them or whatever. It's driving me mad!!! I cannot focus on anything because everything is fighting for attention. I just need to stop thinking so hard!!!
Am listening to Still by Hillsong to try and calm my brains and my nerves, but it's going on and on, on overdrive!!! Stop brain, please stop. Please just let me do what I need to do.
I sat very long trying to tell myself to look for a pen to sign something. That was all I could do for a good 30-45 minutes. :(
Can't do anything else that requires deep thinking and new ideas. Can only do what the monotonous now because I can just do without much thought.