Nov 24, 2010 15:11
Sorry.
That is all I have to say. I am not simplifying the situation with this one word. Neither do I expect you to accept it easily after what I have done.
Like you said, 'start also i say; end also i say; go left also i say; go right also i say; everything also i say;' But there was never once where it was done out of selfish intent, at least, not intentionally. If you have received such an interpretation, I sincerely apologise. It was never my purpose at all.
For my mistake, I will let you continue with this state of ventilation. I am not trying to gain your sympathy or act heroic, but I am genuinely sorry and guilty for causing this un-necessary stress, pressure, unhappiness, and pain. It is uncalled for and I brought this on you. My punishment and consequence is this difficult period, where I hope you will come to realise that there is no conclusion to this.
I want to make things right, even if I have to face this period alone.