Pandora

[camus8]

For one reason or another, I usually post to this journal in secret, so to speak. Secret in the sense that I utilize my "friends" only option. Sometimes I feel I need to not use it and post so that it could be found by (and read) by essentially everyone. Why? I'm not sure why, really, but I have a guess. Usually it has to do with something that stirs my blood with something acidic that eats at me until it has to come out in some shape or form; usually about someone's post in some community (all will remain anonymous at this point--and all further points). The urge is overwhelming. But I think I'll refrain from the post only because I think it's childish and I don't want to be the slanderous guy or do something based on my avidity.

However, to be fair, this will be posted openly. Chances are extremely likely that no one will read it or think twice if they did read it, but it'll make me feel like I did something worthwhile for ignorance while maintaining my composure. Consider it the new me. Whatever that means. New years have new challenges and new opportunities. I'm considering this as an opportunity to not be that guy. I'm not sure what guy I'm supposed to be (or am trying to be for that matter), but there exists this proverbial guy that I'm not.

See, that wasn't so bad now, was it? Everything is back in order. Take a moment or two at LJ and your life is back in (working) order.