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[camsdead]

many times i don't know what to think about myself. I am back in school, working, but what the fuck does that really mean? to most that means success, but i cant shake the feeling that its nothing. in the true scheme of things...what i am doing means nothing as long as it makes me happy.

unfortunately the world doesnt work {like that} the world around me is about money and living-up. i think i got lost somewhere in the shuffle. so in reality it doesn't all matter.

dont you fucking hate being a human sometimes