LIFE

Aug 30, 2010 01:51

I feel so motivated right now.
I just wanna get infront of a mic again and just belt it out like the old days. I wanna stand up infront of people and bleed my energy dry. I wanna be up there again; blinded by lights.

This summer I have almost completely isolated myself. It's mostly been in attempt to take away the temptation of smoking weed and shit and working out things with Mishelle. It's been so lonely, and weird being away from my friends who I felt were my brothers for basically the last 5 years.
I'm at a point now where i think i'll be able to control myself and not smoke with them. Though to be honest it is fun, but it's not worth it.

Beason and Dustin have been writing together alot and i really want to be there too. I want to lay down vocals and really make something. I want to try to motivate them to play live and make a new band or something with them. Working with those two guys, guys who i have ZERO friction with now since Fall the Loss is no more, would be so amazing.
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