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So I haven't updated in ages.
Well heres what's going down. Summer started. I passed everything this school year & I just just passed my global regents so I don't need to retake them. I met a boy name Amdao. & we went out & everything was great. Like he was the boyfriend I always wanted. & just the other day he decided he didnt want a gf & we were moving to fast. But he still cares about me but as a friend & he still wants to chill & shit. I dunno it really upsetted me. & I'm suppose to see him today but I have no clue if it's happening. Whooooo knows. I just wished it would have worked out. I just want a relationship with a great guy who treats me right. Like idk I just loved how he made me feel & shit idk. I also made my mind I'm not drinking & smoking anymore. It gets me in to much trouble & makes a lot of people hate me & shit. Also I realized you can have tons of fun being sober. So yeah fuck drugs. I hope this summer will still be good cause it's been great so far. But most of it I've been chilling with Amado :/. Idk were still suppose to chill as much. I wouldn't mind just being good friends with him because his family really nice even though I dont think his step dad really likes me. I also love his friends there awsome & I wouldnt mind becoming good friends with them either. I dunnoooooooo. Sorry for the bad grammer I don't give a shit. I don't feel like correcting it either. But yeah if you wanna chill this summer get at me :]
Well heres what's going down. Summer started. I passed everything this school year & I just just passed my global regents so I don't need to retake them. I met a boy name Amdao. & we went out & everything was great. Like he was the boyfriend I always wanted. & just the other day he decided he didnt want a gf & we were moving to fast. But he still cares about me but as a friend & he still wants to chill & shit. I dunno it really upsetted me. & I'm suppose to see him today but I have no clue if it's happening. Whooooo knows. I just wished it would have worked out. I just want a relationship with a great guy who treats me right. Like idk I just loved how he made me feel & shit idk. I also made my mind I'm not drinking & smoking anymore. It gets me in to much trouble & makes a lot of people hate me & shit. Also I realized you can have tons of fun being sober. So yeah fuck drugs. I hope this summer will still be good cause it's been great so far. But most of it I've been chilling with Amado :/. Idk were still suppose to chill as much. I wouldn't mind just being good friends with him because his family really nice even though I dont think his step dad really likes me. I also love his friends there awsome & I wouldnt mind becoming good friends with them either. I dunnoooooooo. Sorry for the bad grammer I don't give a shit. I don't feel like correcting it either. But yeah if you wanna chill this summer get at me :]