Oct 29, 2006 10:42
I was JUST holding a puppy yet I am depressed.
I have had GREAT sex twice in the last 8 hours, yet I am not happy.
The death of a friend sticks with you forever it seems.
I can't let her go, I think about her every day... I cry nearly every day over it.
I am troubled by it, and now another friend is dying... some day.
I am not sure who it will be yet, but it is bound to happen.
Timmy died shortly after Sarah and I really felt that I was going to die in the process of trying to deal with the loss of two friends as well as having an abortion and getting dumped in the same week as Sarah's death. Jessica Moved to California the week before that and Thom stopped talking to me caus ehe thought I was a haroin addict... I can't believe this is my life sometimes.
It has been two years since all of this has gone down.
I love my boyfriend and my dogs... life is unreal.