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[campbystar11]

Ok so first off- I didn't realize that when I reactivated my account ALL my journal entries came back... I have a feeling I'm going to delete them- they're exactly why I stopped coming on this damn thing in the first place haha

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[racy5]

the rest of the children aren't jumping on the bandwagon apparently... KC, i don't think polar oppostites is a problem necessarily. After all, Dave is completely my opposite: he doesn't talk very much unless you talk to him and ask him questions, he's very introverted and it's hard to get him to open up, he is very motivated to do well and will do school work all day long if he has to, he budgets his time well, he knows everything that has ever happened in american history, and he is very judgmental. I talk alll the time, I am very extroverted and it's not hard at all to get me to open up, I'm not motivated ever unless I have something due in the next hour (or next day), I procrastinate my life away, I don't know the difference between Teddy and Franklin Roosevelt, and I work very hard not to judge and to be accepting. SO, with that beign said, relationships don't have to be perfect. It's finding things you both enjoy and having fun with them. I love hiking and skiing, and dave doesn't enjoy either, but it doesn't matter while we're at school becasue I can't do either anyway, so isntead we watch movies and talk and do whatever it is that we do. All the things I want to do that he doesn't, I can jsut do with other people I have things in common with. If it's values and morals you don't have in common, then that's different. I also don't think you're meant to find the "one" right now, so have fun with it. Don't strain yourself to make something work that doesnt NEEEED to be worked out. ANd don't delete your old journal entries..perhaps print them out and save them and put them in a secret place and then delete them, but don't just delete them....or I could be wrong, but that's how I feel. Miss you KC. The rest of you..get on this shit

[campbystar11]

thanks Beanhead... I know polar opposites isn't always a bad thing but it just makes life hard sometimes cause I do want to do a lot of things with him- mainly talk about important shit and he's really not a talker. That's my main concern. But I do like the freedom I have and that I can go out guilt free because I know he's not jealous or angry at me... I should really just stop worrying about it to be honest....
We exchanged our gifts yesterday and he bought me a black acoustic electric guitar!!! I was sooo excited, I absolutely love it. And we spent the whole night together yesterday and it was really sweet... :)