I Don't Know

[campbell_crazy]

I don't know why I love you,
I don't know why I care,
I don't know why I think so much,
I don't know why you are there,
I don't know why I can't hold you,
I don't know why I feel dead,
I don't know why I'm thinking of you,
I don't know why I'm still in bed,
I don't know why you're all I want,
I don't know why I can't just see,
I don't know why you've gone away,
I don't know why you can't be with me,
I don't know why I feel so alone,
I don't know why or when,
I don't know why you stay around,
I don't know why I'm even your friend,
I don't know why I can't help,
I don't know why I didn't do all I could,
I don't know why you still talk to me,
I don't know why anyone would,
I don't know why I continue,
I don't know why I feel like I'm not here,
I don't know why you left me,
I don't know why I can't hold you near,
I don't know why I feel so silly,
I don't know why I miss your smile,
I don't know why I'm thinking about it,
I don't know why you're gone for a while,
I don't know why I'm pretending,
I don't know why I'm scared,
I don't know why I'm missing you,
I don't know why I'm so unprepared,
I don't know why I won't admit it,
I don't know why I'm leaving doubt,
I don't know why I feel so empty,
But most of all - I don't know why I feel like I'm torn inside and out.

--Shaylene Nicole Killen--
December 12th, 2004

Not sure why I wrote that, but I did. I was sitting here actually doing something educational and it all just kind of came to me, so I went with it.

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