Oct 23, 2004 22:43
Beginning to think that every little thing if everything was true or if it was all just one big lie... I don't think that anyone understands exactly how this all makes me feel... It makes me feel worthless, nothing in this world could ever take away this severe feeling of wirthlessness... Nor the waste I have begun to feel like... The people I thought I knew ended up being the ones I know the least and the ones I thought I could trust are the ones I can't!!! I'm about to become so-o secluded, move off as soon as I can, maybe just on my own, maybe another county, or maybe even another state... who knows... All I know is that I've wasted my time, gave my heart away to the wrong person, more than once, and it reall hurts... I can't take this crap anymore... Anyways... On to another subject... My house phone has done nothing but ring with annoying 11 year olds harassing whoever answers the phone... They're really trying to harass my little 11 year old sister, but you would think that they would get the idea that she wasn't there when she didn't answer the phone not once or that she doesn't want to talk to them... GRRR... GRRR... GRRR...
Well guys, gonna go!!!
!!! LATERZ !!!
~(*)Shaylene Nicole(*)~