this is why, I had to come back to california....
my oldest brother made an effort last night for never befriending me in years and years, I am 25 he is 35 and we have never been close in any way imaginable. He would add to the torture as a kid by making fun of me during my awkward stage...which as you guys can see, I have not grown out of.
I think he might think in many ways that I am some little fag brother but now that he is going to jail for what could be the rest of his life, he realised that I'm not that bad and that i've always cared for him no matter what.
I went with him to cash his check,
it's awkward,
hadn't seen him in 4 years, nor talked to him till last week (first time),
went into the liquor store,
"what do you smoke?" he asks
camel turkish gold- I respond
"what do you drink" he asks
bacardi 151 or anything else-I respond
he bought these for me..has never bought me anything.
took me to his friend bobby's house where he does screen printing,
he said he would do any shirts I wanted so I think I'm going to buy some panties
and get bands or my face and denis' face on them and hand them out to friends.
we drove around for awhile just talking about what it might be like for him in prison, he said he would be fine. told me he knows he will get through this..
gave me 20 bucks and told me to run to the store and get hairdye for myself "why do you dye your hair man"? "I never understood" I don't know- i said
"here, go buy some dye, your hair is growing out" he said and gave me some money.
then he dropped me off at home.
I think he might think in many ways that I am some little fag brother but now that he is going to jail for what could be the rest of his life, he realised that I'm not that bad and that i've always cared for him no matter what.
I went with him to cash his check,
it's awkward,
hadn't seen him in 4 years, nor talked to him till last week (first time),
went into the liquor store,
"what do you smoke?" he asks
camel turkish gold- I respond
"what do you drink" he asks
bacardi 151 or anything else-I respond
he bought these for me..has never bought me anything.
took me to his friend bobby's house where he does screen printing,
he said he would do any shirts I wanted so I think I'm going to buy some panties
and get bands or my face and denis' face on them and hand them out to friends.
we drove around for awhile just talking about what it might be like for him in prison, he said he would be fine. told me he knows he will get through this..
gave me 20 bucks and told me to run to the store and get hairdye for myself "why do you dye your hair man"? "I never understood" I don't know- i said
"here, go buy some dye, your hair is growing out" he said and gave me some money.
then he dropped me off at home.