i feel like the biggest douchebag ever! i kept thinking that everyone
else just knew html formatting and stuff so much better than i did. i
didn't realize that the rich text formatting on live journal actually
had all the italics and everything for you. damn i think i'm going to
go hide under a rock.
i think i want to live in a bed for the rest of my life. not face
anybody... not deal with my problems or their problems (even though i
like helping people) its just easier to avoid everything. and sleep.
ahh i do love me some sleep.
i don't really know if i even want to go back to school. i mean i do...
but i really just want to live. exist somewhere other than my house.
and this no job thing doesn't help to give me purpose either...
oh yes.. bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch... i don't even want to read this entry. sorry guys.
this makes me want to cry and so does this...
i think i'm a communist. so i mean kill me now, like you do
everyone else, mr. u.s government. most of those innocent people dying
in communist threatened countries don't even know the
difference between communism and democracy. they just want to live and
be left alone. so do that, y'ass! fuck you, conservative bitches.
sorry i'm done and better now.