i'm depressed upstairs, and i'm remembering where, and when and how...

Jan 09, 2003 18:00

I just felt the need to update, but I don't really have anything to say.
The truth is, a lot of crap is going on right now that I don't really want to talk about. Not even here. And it isn't just school, or me worrying about the future -- it's an assortment of crap that's seriously making my head hurt. But other than that, I'm still okay, I guess.

Yesterday, though, the com 124.1 presentation seemed to have gotten really good reviews from the rest of the class. Which made me feel really good, and since the dragon lady seemed to appreciate it as well, then it's all good. Congratulations to blue_warlock for having gotten such fine compliments. But since yesterday, something's been stuck in my head. A friend of mine from the class shook his head at me, laughed and said "You guys are fucked up, man."

I don't know why it's stuck in my head. I wasn't insulted by the comment, and I'm sure he didn't mean for it to be an insult. And it's not like I'm bothered, in the sense that I'm worrying over about being called fucked up. But I just can't figure it out, that's all. Maybe it's the irony of it all.

Here's a snitched survey from mela.

*5 things you are wearing*
1. pajama bottoms
2. cotton shirt
3. umm...underwear?
4. pantali
5. a tired look

*5 things you can see* (besides the obvious)
1. erykah badu on channel v
2. monitor
3. printer (not the boy... :( heheheh)
4. cellphone in its carrying case
5. this blue pen someone gave me that attaches to the table...

*5 things you are doing right now*
1. typing
2. listening to mp3s
3. sitting crossed legged
4. trying to convince myself to start working
5. trying to figure out why I just CAN'T start...

*5 things you ate in the last 24 hours*
1. spare ribs ng henlin :)
2. shawarma ng arabian bites :)
3. some power bar thingy...
4. a ham sandwich
5. umm...gum?

*5 things you did so far today*
1. school
2. finished half my italian hw
3. worried over stuff
4. checked up on blogs
5. this survey?

*5 things you can hear right now*
1. noisy car on the street
2. mp3s
3. keyboards
4. drums... (i just wanna love you baybeeeee... *lol*)
5. myself singing? hehehe.

*5 colors you can see*
1. white
2. gray
3. blue
4. green
5. yellow
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