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[camogirl12]

Its been like 6 months since i last updated this. neways ive been datin adam for almost 6 months it will be 6 mnths on Valentines day. I love him with everything in me. He means the world to me. Prom is coming up. I sorta cant wait and then i again i really dont want to go. Well, Adam is 6 years older than me and he doesnt want to go to prom cause he has been to 4 and it has been 5 years since he graduated. But hopefully i can get him to go. I knw he wouldnt want me taking nebody else to the prom. i know i would cause one of my bofriends took someone else to the prom and then ended up cheating on me and well that relationship didnt mean much to me anyways. But i wouldnt want to do that to anybody anyways. Softball starts monday. Then i will be goin to school from like 8:30 till like 2 then ill be going to work then to softball practice then with adam so lets say for about 4 or 5 months however long softball is i am goin to be exhausted. But softball is worth and my adam is 2. I hope the last for a long time. if it does it will be the best thing to ever happen to me. Its my longest relationship. the longest one before that lasted 5 months to the day. i hope me and adam dont ever break up. cause i will be so heart broken more than ever before. cause i see my future with him. i love my adam wayne. my parents love him to death so that is good thing. they think ill end up marrying him when i get out of high school. if i do so what. he means that much to me. and even if i marry him that aint gonna mess up my future with college and really good job. i could have graduated this year. in a way i wish i did. but then again im not. cause im not ready for the comment of a job with more hours and college and paying for college. cause i will prolly be payin all of it myself. so my parents dont have to worry about. so id say i will and not screw up my life which i think my brother is gettin ready to do. cause i knw my brother. anyways enough about that. i have how ive been sick here lately ..its not that bad i dont guess i dont have to work as much or go to school as much as usual. but it'll be fine. gotta go get my prom dress here soon. and i gotta start laying in the tannin bed. ill prolly start friday. pay 30 dollars a month and lay everyday for a month. it'll be worth it. cause i really need a tan for softball and for the prom. i think mom will pay for the tanning bed if not i prolly will pay for it. if my check is enough friday since i haven't been to work as much id hate to say how much it will be. i waitin on adam right now i really wish he would hurry up and get here. shew i miss him even tho i talked to him like and hour ago and seen him last night. ive seen him every day since we started datin and a month or so before that. we never really asked one another to date or nething. it just happened. so we set a date for we will are gonna say we started datin. which is a day when me and him actually hung out with out nebody else which was a sunday we went a played softball..almost 6 months ago..i really wish he would hurry up and get her. actually i think i here him coming i always can here him pull off the 4 lane with his exhaust...haha. so i guess imma gonna go
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