Aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!
GUYS SUCK!!!
Okay...now that I got that out of my system. Why do I keep getting hurt? It never even takes off and I still get burned. I thought that I had all of this behind me. I told myself that I just had to see him one last time and everything would be okay. Well I saw him. And it was a bust because I just ended up crushed. I have been hurt by every single guy in my life. Some of them never meant to break my heart, and I realize that, but some...some like the asshole firefighter named John is just cruel. It's like he gets some sort of pleasure from upsetting me. I just don't get it. I don't know what I ever did to him. He was so sweet and funny for the first couple of weeks and then...BAM! I don't mean that in the good Emeril way. I mean in the most awful way possible. He turned into such a...such a...such a butt head!!! I just want to get over him. But I can't. I am so sick of being hurt, and I promised myself I wasn't going to set myself up for that, and look at me. I did the exact same thing once again. Why am I so stupid?!?!?