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so . . . b-day summary -
Overall - it was a good b-dy , not amazing, but not shitty . ..def. not what it has been the years past . . .
I appreciated everyone who showed up to chili's - they rocked, i got drunk, and i had some good laughs and got some cool presents
some people that didnt show up that were supposed to kinda hurt me - most have a good reason - so they were good - and soem people made a great effort to see me after - which was really sweet - i even got a saranade! but soem people just dropped the ball - kinda hurt, but it made me realize that i need to make that transition from having a clusterfuck of a birthday and just have the good friends hang out.
I did drop the ball - but thats jsut me on my b-day - I usually put it into someone elses hand s(amandas pretty much!) and just forget about it b/c im def. not the kind of person that tells everyone that it's my birthday and all. but i didnt even ask amanda to help - which i knwo i shoudl have - but i felt kinda guilty to have a big blow out for my 22nd - i'm old - i felt like charlotte where she said she didnt deserve a bachelorette party b/c she already had one and how she didnt want the big weddign b/c she alreayd had one - that was me . . .
I know the dinner was last minute and i dipped out on chillers b/c of being sick . . . i knw i dropped tha ball . . . but this whole year, i've realized who i will be friends with for a very long time and who i am officially aquantances with.
so overall - thank you to everyone who came out and thank you to everyone who seriously tried to come and see me - i appreciate you all!
Overall - it was a good b-dy , not amazing, but not shitty . ..def. not what it has been the years past . . .
I appreciated everyone who showed up to chili's - they rocked, i got drunk, and i had some good laughs and got some cool presents
some people that didnt show up that were supposed to kinda hurt me - most have a good reason - so they were good - and soem people made a great effort to see me after - which was really sweet - i even got a saranade! but soem people just dropped the ball - kinda hurt, but it made me realize that i need to make that transition from having a clusterfuck of a birthday and just have the good friends hang out.
I did drop the ball - but thats jsut me on my b-day - I usually put it into someone elses hand s(amandas pretty much!) and just forget about it b/c im def. not the kind of person that tells everyone that it's my birthday and all. but i didnt even ask amanda to help - which i knwo i shoudl have - but i felt kinda guilty to have a big blow out for my 22nd - i'm old - i felt like charlotte where she said she didnt deserve a bachelorette party b/c she already had one and how she didnt want the big weddign b/c she alreayd had one - that was me . . .
I know the dinner was last minute and i dipped out on chillers b/c of being sick . . . i knw i dropped tha ball . . . but this whole year, i've realized who i will be friends with for a very long time and who i am officially aquantances with.
so overall - thank you to everyone who came out and thank you to everyone who seriously tried to come and see me - i appreciate you all!