Jan 23, 2006 20:33
Hmm let's see...
I am so excited about the future! I have no idea what it has in store for me but I am totally ok with that. Im up for a few good surprises here and there. I am totally content with my relationship and where Im at in my life (for once) and it feels good.
I know what I want to do with my life so Im on the way to it now.. Im busting my ass in school (and getting good grades!!! :) WHOO HOO!!) I am going to be a nurse and hopefully get in with a good hospital that will pay for me to go to school and specialize in something so I can make more money!!
Im starting to think about the future now, instead of being such a lost soul with no idea what I was looking forward to. I dont really want anything in my life to change.. except maybe living with my parents.. we all have to grow out of that someday.
I dont want my relationship to change.. I am so happy. Its one of those things I cant really ever see ending and Im not insecure about it or the way that I feel.
Im happy that I finally have school and work and "ME" time all organized and managed... i lacked that for so long.
I started working out and eating healthy so I can be healthy and fit and feel good about myself all the time.. plus if im going to be in a bikini for 9 days straight I better look damn good!
Matt and I are trying to plan a vacation because we both deserve it and it would be a great time for us to spend together in a different scene. Im really looking forward to it. **Hopefully St. Thomas in August.. Were meeting with the travel agent tomorrow**
I am really looking forward to my cousin Dawn's wedding. Her and Dan are so adorable and happy :) Plus, I am in the wedding and my dress is beautiful!! Hey, maybe Matt will stick around for a while.. (just playin' hehe)
Its kinda weird to think how young people used to get married.. although I always wanted to get married young.. I wanted to have kids young and all of that so that I could spend all of my life enjoying everything possible.. no regrets and nothing to hold me back, plus then you have time to have a large family without having to raise them all till youre 70 something.. if that is what you want..
Im trying to save money for this trip and for a new car.. mine wont last forever as sad as that is but Im kinda thinking about getting a Lincoln LS ... because that is really what I want..
But Im getting ready to leave work so Im gonna get going..
You guys should leave some comments and let me know what has been going on in your lives.. I am very interested :) !!!!
Love you all!!!!
xoxo Jessie xoxo