Watching It All Fade Away..
Wow, the song I got the title for this journal from just came on my iTunes playlist as soon as I opened this page. So weird!!
So, life is going well. I don't know when I last posted so here's a quick update of everything.
I got pregnant, had a miscarriage, am finally recovered. Second miscarriage this year, I'm not too happy about that. We're still deciding whether we want to try again. I want another baby, I really want Kaylee to have a sibling... But just don't know if I want to risk going through the miscarriage thing again.
Hanukkah with my family was fun, Christmas with Steven's family was also. It was great to have family time. Kaylee got sooo many presents. Then we had a fun New Year's with my family. Kaylee even stayed up until midnight with us!
I've been working on my book a lot. Focusing on enjoying life. Haven't been getting depressed too much, though I get manic sometimes and stay up all night. Still working on that.
Like I said, we're still deciding whether or not and when we want to try again for another baby. I'm not sure about anything right now. Still trying to decide when I will be going back to college and when we will get the business up and going.
I got back into exercising today. Took Aries for a hike. I'm planning on walking him or doing a Jillian Michaels most days now. It feels nice to be active again. Being stuck in the house all the time really fuels my depression.
Other than that... I dunno. But here are some of my favorite recent pictures. =)
She was a spotted kitty for Halloween. =^_^=
My kids. <3
Kaylee and me, on a plaid kinda day lol.
Pig tails!!
My mom lighting the menorah on Hanukkah. (And my grandma standing next to her.)
Kaylee helping light the menorah for the very first time!
My little cousin, step-dad, grandma, and cousin. Gotta love my family!
Kaylee was crying because she accidentally locked herself in the family room, so we gave her a present to cheer her up.
She sees her present and immediately stops crying! Hahah.
She dubs her new dolly "Baby Shush" hahah.
Kaylee, Mommom (my mother-in-law), and Steven at a Christmas party with my in laws.
A matchy-matchy Christmas couple picture. =P
The Christmas party was sort of at her nap time.
Uncle Harry (my brother) over for a visit. =)
Kaylee Baylee and her Geegee (my grandma).
Poor Aries, recovering from being neutered!
Priscilla, having a rare lazy moment. Aww!
Like father, like daughter!
I love my little family!!
My doggies, up on the couch where they're not supposed to be!
So, life is going well. I don't know when I last posted so here's a quick update of everything.
I got pregnant, had a miscarriage, am finally recovered. Second miscarriage this year, I'm not too happy about that. We're still deciding whether we want to try again. I want another baby, I really want Kaylee to have a sibling... But just don't know if I want to risk going through the miscarriage thing again.
Hanukkah with my family was fun, Christmas with Steven's family was also. It was great to have family time. Kaylee got sooo many presents. Then we had a fun New Year's with my family. Kaylee even stayed up until midnight with us!
I've been working on my book a lot. Focusing on enjoying life. Haven't been getting depressed too much, though I get manic sometimes and stay up all night. Still working on that.
Like I said, we're still deciding whether or not and when we want to try again for another baby. I'm not sure about anything right now. Still trying to decide when I will be going back to college and when we will get the business up and going.
I got back into exercising today. Took Aries for a hike. I'm planning on walking him or doing a Jillian Michaels most days now. It feels nice to be active again. Being stuck in the house all the time really fuels my depression.
Other than that... I dunno. But here are some of my favorite recent pictures. =)
She was a spotted kitty for Halloween. =^_^=
My kids. <3
Kaylee and me, on a plaid kinda day lol.
Pig tails!!
My mom lighting the menorah on Hanukkah. (And my grandma standing next to her.)
Kaylee helping light the menorah for the very first time!
My little cousin, step-dad, grandma, and cousin. Gotta love my family!
Kaylee was crying because she accidentally locked herself in the family room, so we gave her a present to cheer her up.
She sees her present and immediately stops crying! Hahah.
She dubs her new dolly "Baby Shush" hahah.
Kaylee, Mommom (my mother-in-law), and Steven at a Christmas party with my in laws.
A matchy-matchy Christmas couple picture. =P
The Christmas party was sort of at her nap time.
Uncle Harry (my brother) over for a visit. =)
Kaylee Baylee and her Geegee (my grandma).
Poor Aries, recovering from being neutered!
Priscilla, having a rare lazy moment. Aww!
Like father, like daughter!
I love my little family!!
My doggies, up on the couch where they're not supposed to be!