yeah..

[camilleille]

so the past few days since i updated last have been.... eventful? fun, and disappointing.

still hoping for the happiness i lack.
i hate being frustrated and all this disappointment 
why do i worry so much?
about things that aren't even my business...or that effect me.

i don't think i deserve it for what i put up with

tomorrow morning i'm getting up early for a better start on everything.
goodnight