The answer always no...
Rejection sucks. Though you would think by now I would be getting used to it. I mean it's happened to me a number of times now. There seems to always be some reason that 'it just won't work'.
I had so hoped that it would. The family seemed so nice and normal. They needed me for the time I needed work. It seemed to good to be true. And therefore it was.
So now I am back to square one. Homeless and unemployed as of the 30th of this month. Unless of course I end up staying with Mel. If she ends up staying that is. Because as far as she is concered she IS leaving. Don't quite know where she is planning on going. All I know is that she intends to be gone.
I am sure there is a reason things keep happening like this. There has to be something...bigger planned in all this. But I have less than two weeks left of work, two weeks from now I will have to be elsewhere. And where will that be? I am so tired of running everything to the last minute. At least in this regard. I mean when I am actually travelling fine...I don't mind playing it day by day, but this is different. I feel like I should know what I'm doing at this point. Like I am somehow failing by not having things figured out.
I had so hoped that it would. The family seemed so nice and normal. They needed me for the time I needed work. It seemed to good to be true. And therefore it was.
So now I am back to square one. Homeless and unemployed as of the 30th of this month. Unless of course I end up staying with Mel. If she ends up staying that is. Because as far as she is concered she IS leaving. Don't quite know where she is planning on going. All I know is that she intends to be gone.
I am sure there is a reason things keep happening like this. There has to be something...bigger planned in all this. But I have less than two weeks left of work, two weeks from now I will have to be elsewhere. And where will that be? I am so tired of running everything to the last minute. At least in this regard. I mean when I am actually travelling fine...I don't mind playing it day by day, but this is different. I feel like I should know what I'm doing at this point. Like I am somehow failing by not having things figured out.