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i feel that i am getting smarter.
maybe more mature.
maybe both.
it feels good to be a grown-up.
but it doesn't feel good to find out that you are good at something in school that isn't your major as a senior. I can't major in it. I can't even take many classes, as I have to finish my fucking music major (which i love, too, but am too scared that I won't be good enough for a grad school.)
Sometimes i feel that my voice teacher doesn't have any confidence in me....and that might be one of the worst things to feel.
Don't be mistaken by my frustration, I am not sad or emo.
All in all, I am happy. I feel like i just need to roll with it because things always change, and it is silly to be upset about tons of stuff all the time. I think i am well equipped to deal with whatever comes along.
i guess that is one of the best things to feel.
feel free to comment.
maybe more mature.
maybe both.
it feels good to be a grown-up.
but it doesn't feel good to find out that you are good at something in school that isn't your major as a senior. I can't major in it. I can't even take many classes, as I have to finish my fucking music major (which i love, too, but am too scared that I won't be good enough for a grad school.)
Sometimes i feel that my voice teacher doesn't have any confidence in me....and that might be one of the worst things to feel.
Don't be mistaken by my frustration, I am not sad or emo.
All in all, I am happy. I feel like i just need to roll with it because things always change, and it is silly to be upset about tons of stuff all the time. I think i am well equipped to deal with whatever comes along.
i guess that is one of the best things to feel.
feel free to comment.