just wen i think everything is perfect...something goes wrong...and im back at the beginning
ugh...what a day...im shaking and i dont kno why... and im freezing
this day was just........blah
i talked 2 tj which always puts me in a better mood...i guess im really good at smiling...and pretending everything is okay..nothing tragic..just things..people...some just really bother me..a lot lately
no one seems to understand me...except for kelly..kelly i love you...i dont kno what i would do without you in my life, no matter what happens i kno i can come to u with anything and everything and know that my secrets are safe with you..you have no idea what you have helped me through...you make me a better person and each and every day i am thankful for having you in my life..just know that i am always here and you know who to come to wen u need something...im always here and i love you<3
whew..now that thats out in the open..so many things have been happening..and its my birthday in 2 days..and it seems every day coming closer to my birthday just...gets worse...
its hard to talk to someone when you dont know what to say...i love him but sometimes i get so wrapped up in the moment i dont remember who i am...or who i should be, im so busy trying to make him happy that i forget about ME being happy..i guess its good that i care so much for him..but sometimes...its down right scary
knowing that you love someone so much..and knowing that he loves you so much..is an amazing feeling, i know people might think im crazy for falling so fast for him...but its true... i am in love... who cares if im some stupid freshman...im in love and thats about the only thing i kno right now, i kno that together, me and cameron can make it thru nething...if we fight..so what becuz in the end i kno everything will always be okay...this whole thing is worth it..but only for him he is my everything and losing him..i would be so lost...no matter what happens..cameron just know that i love you more than anything<3
more later...
-me-
cameron...i love you
kell
ky
rin
drea
meg
annie
claire
shan
**thank you girls for everything...you have no idea how much you help me everyday with everything**