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Jul 16, 2005 21:20

I know i don't have a layout or anything, but i don't care, i am updating anyways.

The past few days have been filled with kelly rarely seeing her friends because she is too tired from school/lacrosse/soccer/soccer coaching/babysitting/appointments and everytime she does try and make arrangements with people, they never happen. Being ditched 5 times(by the same person three times btw) in one week, doesn't really help your self-esteem.

You know what else doesn't help your self-esteem? Going somewhere everyday, where you are all there to learn, but, all but three of the other kids in my class, sit there, and make fun of you, practically to your face. By practically i mean, making fun of what you wear, loud enough for you to hear, even though they know that you would never say anything to stand up for yourself.

The only thing i look forward to at the moment is going to lacrosse, because i can go to lacrosse and hang out with girls who i know, won't judge me, because most of them i have known for almost 4 years now, and who like you, and even if they didn't like you, these girls have enough class, to be civil to you, unlike all the mis-haps in my summer school class.

So basically, kelly is just a loner. and will continue to be.
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