character

[cameltony]

so i got a job,
at a really good salon.
but i feel like she didn't really want to hire me,
and that she only did because amita talked her into it.
i feel like i have been trapped into this "shy persona"
it sucks. amita told her that i was shy,
so when i met her there was NO room for me not to be,
or to prove her wrong.
i feel like i am not good enough now, just for being who i am.
that is one of the shittiest feelings i have ever felt.