May 07, 2004 22:28
so i fucked her over appearantly.
i try to talk to her about it but she wants to play victim.
she says she isn't that mad, but that everybody else is very mad.
everybody who fucking lives somewhere for free and doesn't work.
so i am being blacklisted,
without anybody knowing the real story.
she doesn't want to nagociate with me.
i told her the last thing i wanted to do was leave her on her back
and the reason for it all was because i valued her friendship a lot.
but idon't think she wants me to help her, she wants me to fuck her over.
i found a broken plate,
a plate upsidedown, rice all over the kitchen floor
water all over the floor,
the pepper unscrewed and dumped all over the floor,
nuts all over the pantry floor,
and a sink full of dishes, when i came home today.
that scares me, if it is an attack on me, it's shady and passive agressive.
way creepy.
there's so many things i need to tell her, but she won't let me.
i don't even know if i can live with this for the rest of this month.