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what is it about the holidays that makes me sucidal,
i was thinking about it today,
also,
why is it this time of year all my ex's starting trying to contact me again,
connection, probraly.i saty at royal farms today screaming at kids to "get the fuck out before i put your ass's in the dumpster" and saw all the mistakes ive made, good jobs lost, great jobs not taken, relationships wasted, fights won and lost, and petty feuds that have gotten nowere but at stalemate, freinds that have come and gone. if i have a pourpose in life i sure aint seeing it.all i see is a life wasted. if i make it through the year itll be a miracle. i work all the major holidays this season, but hey that means less time to sit at home contemplating,
ski
i was thinking about it today,
also,
why is it this time of year all my ex's starting trying to contact me again,
connection, probraly.i saty at royal farms today screaming at kids to "get the fuck out before i put your ass's in the dumpster" and saw all the mistakes ive made, good jobs lost, great jobs not taken, relationships wasted, fights won and lost, and petty feuds that have gotten nowere but at stalemate, freinds that have come and gone. if i have a pourpose in life i sure aint seeing it.all i see is a life wasted. if i make it through the year itll be a miracle. i work all the major holidays this season, but hey that means less time to sit at home contemplating,
ski