Mar 30, 2004 09:00
i dont talk on her much any more i dont know y i just dont just seem like i should keep some things to my self i realy have alot to say but every on is sick of hearing it so i am not goin to say anthing because every one has a hard time beliveing me and it herts me when people dont belive me and makes me mad that i have to be the only one left beliveing me self it is not a good feelin being all alone buy ur slef and that is y i am with crystal as much as i can to make her not feel that way because i love her and i dont want her to be alone i want her to be were she is goin to be the happyest no matter what it is and i love her and i want everyone to she that i love her and belive me when i say i am in love with her and not say that i dont know what love is i know what love is and it is the worst thing in thw world to lose and and that is y i am happy to have it and i want crystal to be happy i give her all the love i have i want her to know that i thank i am a good guy that cares alot about her and there is not that my good guys that u come across and it thank i am one of those guys and i want to be the best i can for crystal so i love u crystal and i will talk to u later love u
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