Of Fanfiction Status, Recent Obsessions, and Need to Rant.
Note to Self:
Gaah, I feel terrible. I haven't updated this fic since... June, and it makes me feel depressed. D: About an hour ago, I have started writing chapter 13, but I'm having difficulties and major writer's block. Ehckk. Hopefully I get so more inspiration to finish writing this chapter hopefully before the end of this month. And what makes things worse is that I already have the ending of this fic all planned out!
Why can I never write the cheese and ham of a story?
Eternal Sonata:
I realised I have updated this fic a lot lately.... yet at the same time not haha. This fanfic, is I guess me trying to write mystery, drama, and a story with an actual plotline. But failing miserably.
Why do I fail at writing?
Shy Guy Series
Well, I've finished the first one, the K+ rated one about the meeting of Sasuke and Naruto. The next one might be attached to the first one (Friends), or I might write it separately. I don't know, but what I do know it's about Naruto's and Sasuke's friendship up until the massacre of the Uchiha clan.
Music Obsessions:Let it Rock by Kevin Rudolf ft Lil Wayne, All of Nothing by Theory of a Deadman, Gotta be Somebody by Nickelback, Thousand Foot Krutch, Mika Nakashima, Angel by Natasha Bedingfield, Broken Youth by NICO Touches the Wall, Long Kiss Goodbye by HALCALI
Anime Obsessions: None?!?! D:
Manga Obsessions: Higurashi no Naku Koro ni, Naruto, D. Grayman, Claymore
Fandom Obsessions: AreKan, NaruSasu
Other Obsessions: Making clothes (even though I don't know how to xD)
Lately, I have lots of stuff I rant about. It's pretty stupid but I need to get it out of my system, and half of it doesn't even make sense.... (-__-;) I really want Photoshop and a higher HTML knowledge, then I can make my own layouts, digital art, and make things prettyful. Then when I'm on DeviiArt, I get really envious of other people's drawing styles cause it's just so much better than mine in so many ways and that also makes me depressed. Ughh. Then that also make me think that I need to change my drawing style to something for better, but when I actually do it, I think "Everyone has their own drawing style" and goes back to my own original style. (sigh) And not that I think aboutt his rant it's really, really stupid.
Now for HTML, I don't always want to use these custom made ones, so I want to use the ones I make, but I don't know how to make them and that makes me feel sad, and a little computer retarded. Ughh, I really have no life now that I think about it too. Then when I used to go on Gaia, I would want custom made profile layouts too, but I didn't (and still don't) know how to make them so that made me sad. And then the same thinking process thing goes through my brain like the drawing one.
Next up is fanfiction. There's not enough NaruSasu (and good) fics these days. Too many cliche SasuNaru's which irk me to death. Same thing goes for SasuSaku (I don't read it anymore but still has way too many cliche plotlines and crap like that), and AreKan! Well, the plotlines aren't cliche, but there are too many Yullens! (sniff) All the good AreKans are either oneshots, or haven't been updated since months ago. All I have left of both AreKan and NaruSasu is yaoi doujinshi, thank you arigatomina for uploading and translating raws. It makes my day when I read some of them over again even if you haven't updated any D. Grayman or Naruto ones in months.
Finally music. So I like to listen to 'weird' music, songs with lyrics I don't understand, songs sung in a different language I don't understand like Russian (Caramelldansen! :D), and I'm obsessed with Rock/Light Rock music at the moment. Anyone have any suggestions of good Rock/Light Rock bands? (sigh) I really need a new iPod and new music to listen to. But will I get a new iPod and find new music to listen to and like for a while? Probably not.
Gaah, I feel terrible. I haven't updated this fic since... June, and it makes me feel depressed. D: About an hour ago, I have started writing chapter 13, but I'm having difficulties and major writer's block. Ehckk. Hopefully I get so more inspiration to finish writing this chapter hopefully before the end of this month. And what makes things worse is that I already have the ending of this fic all planned out!
Why can I never write the cheese and ham of a story?
Eternal Sonata:
I realised I have updated this fic a lot lately.... yet at the same time not haha. This fanfic, is I guess me trying to write mystery, drama, and a story with an actual plotline. But failing miserably.
Why do I fail at writing?
Shy Guy Series
Well, I've finished the first one, the K+ rated one about the meeting of Sasuke and Naruto. The next one might be attached to the first one (Friends), or I might write it separately. I don't know, but what I do know it's about Naruto's and Sasuke's friendship up until the massacre of the Uchiha clan.
Music Obsessions:Let it Rock by Kevin Rudolf ft Lil Wayne, All of Nothing by Theory of a Deadman, Gotta be Somebody by Nickelback, Thousand Foot Krutch, Mika Nakashima, Angel by Natasha Bedingfield, Broken Youth by NICO Touches the Wall, Long Kiss Goodbye by HALCALI
Anime Obsessions: None?!?! D:
Manga Obsessions: Higurashi no Naku Koro ni, Naruto, D. Grayman, Claymore
Fandom Obsessions: AreKan, NaruSasu
Other Obsessions: Making clothes (even though I don't know how to xD)
Lately, I have lots of stuff I rant about. It's pretty stupid but I need to get it out of my system, and half of it doesn't even make sense.... (-__-;) I really want Photoshop and a higher HTML knowledge, then I can make my own layouts, digital art, and make things prettyful. Then when I'm on DeviiArt, I get really envious of other people's drawing styles cause it's just so much better than mine in so many ways and that also makes me depressed. Ughh. Then that also make me think that I need to change my drawing style to something for better, but when I actually do it, I think "Everyone has their own drawing style" and goes back to my own original style. (sigh) And not that I think aboutt his rant it's really, really stupid.
Now for HTML, I don't always want to use these custom made ones, so I want to use the ones I make, but I don't know how to make them and that makes me feel sad, and a little computer retarded. Ughh, I really have no life now that I think about it too. Then when I used to go on Gaia, I would want custom made profile layouts too, but I didn't (and still don't) know how to make them so that made me sad. And then the same thinking process thing goes through my brain like the drawing one.
Next up is fanfiction. There's not enough NaruSasu (and good) fics these days. Too many cliche SasuNaru's which irk me to death. Same thing goes for SasuSaku (I don't read it anymore but still has way too many cliche plotlines and crap like that), and AreKan! Well, the plotlines aren't cliche, but there are too many Yullens! (sniff) All the good AreKans are either oneshots, or haven't been updated since months ago. All I have left of both AreKan and NaruSasu is yaoi doujinshi, thank you arigatomina for uploading and translating raws. It makes my day when I read some of them over again even if you haven't updated any D. Grayman or Naruto ones in months.
Finally music. So I like to listen to 'weird' music, songs with lyrics I don't understand, songs sung in a different language I don't understand like Russian (Caramelldansen! :D), and I'm obsessed with Rock/Light Rock music at the moment. Anyone have any suggestions of good Rock/Light Rock bands? (sigh) I really need a new iPod and new music to listen to. But will I get a new iPod and find new music to listen to and like for a while? Probably not.