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May 09, 2007 17:41

Dude at the end of that discussion i realized its not beucase what they like and don't like i get so aggravated because they cannot make a desicion. I'm told my descion of apts then finding they job within the next two moths that I still have to go to school and they of course, condemn my actions are wrong so i ask what kind of advice and since they seem to have an almighty answer. Mom & dad please tell me what is the right answer all i hear is well i don't know i don't know.Note this is not the first time this has been brought up its been talked about at lease the past month now. I feel like I don't have a lot of time to think about these things.

Then i get really pissed off because they accuse me of not doing things they wouldn't let me last year. No that is not a typo, last year when i wanted to move and stay in Florida, work at Disney and school down there thinking i could make it off of nothing they wouldn't support it, and this had many day long discussions. Today they bring it up against well Amanda why can't you just go do that now and why didn't you stick it out then. Well because i can't now, I don't want to anymore and i couldn't stick it out then simply because i could not transfer because of pre-calculus and not out of state tuition help from the parents.

Deadlines have passed, i don't want to go start from scratch and still not be happy and life has changed.

I'm out of school, you got my loans to pay, i have life to pay off and can't pull anymore loans. It to late to turn me in to spoiled daddy's girl. I got use to working for most everything myself and thats what i intend on doing now, you can't just tell me your suddenly going to pay for it. I'll never believe and i know your body cannot work more overtime for it and above all you have my spoiled sister to pay for, you just don't realize what she will soon cost you because i worked for mine.

I expect not to be able to find a job for at least 6 mths i have seen to many others suffer to not think that so i am basing things off of my minimum income i know i can pay. please don;t act like college was a waste and stop thinking i am looking for have going for another job. PR is what i want to do, i also remind you of what other types of things like video editing and travel writing i can do if needed so that i am not limited, you might listen but don't seem to comprehend. I want Public Relations but i am versatile. I just need a fun paying job that i don't have to fry chicken at.

I have bills to pay and being settled in GA is not an option of a lifetime for me, there is no need.

So against what you say i am going to fix my resume and send it off to the !0 buks an hours co. and keep looking for options of when my lease is up.
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