Jul 23, 2006 18:45
It has been a long weekend. Had a initiation that I was the HPS for on Friday night. It was a nice circle, it went well, the weather was great and we grilled after wards.
Saturday I went and hung out with my friend Sarah. I didn't eat soon enough so I ended up getting a headache that lasted most of the day. I am sure it had a little to do with the lack of sleep and the stress worrying about my dad.
Sunday I slept in watched Upside of Anger and Catwoman. Catwoman was bad, but not as bad as I thought it was going to be. I went and meet with some friends that are getting married in August as I am going to take some pictures for them. I was a bit worried as I am in no way a professional, I take good pictures, but I do need a better camera. My slr had gotten stolen years a ago with my macro and my telephoto lens, and then Ty bought me my point and shoot. My parents did replace my Nikon that had been stolen, but I have not ever gotten around to replacing the lens as I have been using the digital. Now I really with I would have been a smart girl and saved my pennies to get the digital slr that I want. I think I will be saving from now on. So any ways, the wedding is happening outside and they are not really worried about the pictures all that much, so I feel much better. Hopefully it will be a nice sunny day. So I don't have to worry about lighting all that much.
I went shopping at the Super Target for food and stuff after that came home and Talked with Nissa a bit on the phone to vent about my feeling about my family in Oregon.
I called to talk to my dad to see how he was feeling today. My sisters (step), mum, and Aunt and Uncle were all there playing a card game. It was a tough conversation as they were playing and laughing with each other, Dad just says yeah I will have to have surgery if they can do it, but nothing other than that. When I hung up I felt so excluded from the family and that made me feel sad. I did grow up with these people, I didn't meet any of them until I was 30. It is hard to have strong bounds, I want to, but it is hard. I don't know I am probably just worried about nothing and over reacting.
Well I am going to go watch Fox Sunday night line up and eat stuff that is bad for me. I didn't even go to the gym this weekend, shame on me. It was a hard week though so I think I should be able to have a slacker week after working as hard as I am at this gym thing.
Love you all
Oh I want to see Clerks II.
~Beck