whew
so i just applied for student teaching today. all my crap is turned in, every copy of every form, and now i'm locked in. i've already applied for graduation too. its all so final and its seems so crazy...i'm on the path to getting out of here...not so much a path, but a shinny slide...and i'm not sure i can get off even if i wanted to, so thankfully i don't. i have very few big life decisions left to do or loads hanging over my head when it comes to school and life at central...oh but then theres the wedding...oh how i loath planning a wedding. all i can think about is dancing at the reception in my dress to the new beck...that is what happiness looks like to me now. all the details between now and that moment are what i'm dying to be rid of...why can't i just be more girly? oh, well, enough complaining. off to work and soon the weekend will come...weekend events: ben's b-day party saturday and perhaps a trip to lansing friday I HOPE!! then another sunday spent getting in touch with nature!