Because you can't miss what you forget...

[came_to_terms]

I looked like a fool crying in front of you last night...For once in my life I hate that I was right. I don't think I can ever listen to American Football ever again without thinking of falling asleep next to you. You told me it was because your fucked up and wrong and I don't think I believe that. It hasn't been that long but my fucking god this past month has made me more happy than I ever remember being. Now I just feel dead inside. You made everything seem so perfect. Why did you convince me it was going to last? As soon as the idea was lodged into my brain I became so infatuated with you. And now...well what now?


ha. The only thing I have to remember...I think Im over the whole dating thing for a while...I dont know how much more my insides can take.