"I just calmly took and was like 'KTHNX' and walked away without saying anything else." Translate that from crazy to english: I just put my hands up and backed up like a coward and let him drop the stuff on the ground then texted him 10 minutes later after he was gone with "KTHNX". Real mature.
You only shoot yourself in the foot by acting this way. Your behaviour only justifies your own insecurity and overall immaturity in this situation. Instead of taking your grace with you and moving on in your life, you've chosen to take the path of the "woman scorned". I pity you, I really do. You seemed much better than that.
Listen I know things can get really misleading just by reading a post in someones personal journal. This was not meant to attack anyone or hurt anyone. I made this journal to vent out my feelings and I was angry at the time while writing this journal. I'm not mad at my friends, heck I'm not even angry at Toz. If he didn't find happiness with me and wants to move on in the world well thats his choice. Also what I meant by having a crappy time was never aimed at any of my friends, it was aimed at how I was treated in the relationship. I just wanted to spend a lot of time with him and he would either desert or find an excuse to not. I had a feeling this was going to be takn the wrong way on so many levels and others would have a fight fest over a few words of anger. I'm only human I hurt too and one way of coping with that is posting how I feel here. Not to get sympathy, not to BAWW to the internet, but to vent that way I don't destroy myself.
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Translate that from crazy to english: I just put my hands up and backed up like a coward and let him drop the stuff on the ground then texted him 10 minutes later after he was gone with "KTHNX".
Real mature.
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This was not meant to attack anyone or hurt anyone.
I made this journal to vent out my feelings and I was angry at the time while writing this journal.
I'm not mad at my friends, heck I'm not even angry at Toz.
If he didn't find happiness with me and wants to move on in the world well thats his choice.
Also what I meant by having a crappy time was never aimed at any of my friends, it was aimed at how I was treated in the relationship. I just wanted to spend a lot of time with him and he would either desert or find an excuse to not.
I had a feeling this was going to be takn the wrong way on so many levels and others would have a fight fest over a few words of anger. I'm only human I hurt too and one way of coping with that is posting how I feel here. Not to get sympathy, not to BAWW to the internet, but to vent that way I don't destroy myself.
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