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So a day after it happened i talked to josh and he convinced me it's not worth worrying about and crying about. And ya know what hes right. So i decided i wasn't gonna let it get to me. And so far it has worked pretty darn well. Shes talking to me again after i told her i didn't want to stop talking to her and i wasn't going to give up yet. There was another ordea tonight but i didn't let it get to me and didnt' worry about it and i just got off the phone with her and it was like it used to be. I hope it stays like that for a long time. I'm not trying to rush anything and i'm just gonna let things run their course be her friend like i have been and see what happens. Maybe one day i'll be blessed enough to date her, maybe not i guess only time will tell. I think she may even go fishing with me and jacob and kendall tomorrow. That would be awesome. Either way tomorrow will be fun. Later.