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i seriously hate my life sometimes.
ok, listen to what my parents waited until today to tell me.
my tuition is friggin due in 5 days, and at dinner tonight my parents decided to tell me that they werent going to help me pay for it. so, ok, now what am i gonna do...i mean, ok they fucking wait to tell me this until 5 days before it is time to pay 1,027.00, that i dont have, and that i wont have before August 1st.
i am so pissed about it, and its not the fact that they arent gonna help me that i am mad about, i just think that they should have told me ahead of time so i wouldnt be screwed. i really dont know what to do right now, i mean, ok, i didnt really do anything for my tuition because for the past few weeks my mother has been telling me not to worry about the tuition, that it would be taken care of.....ok, so what do i assume, they are gonna be paying for it....at least for some of it. but NO....5 days before i need to pay, they decide to tell me that they arent gonna give me anything.
i am going to try to look on the brighter side of things, ok, yea, they arent gonna help me, so i can do this all by myself, and then, in the end, i wont have to owe them a damn thing. and i dont want to have to owe them anything, i swear right now, i will not, NOT, take any money for my college life from them...i cant do it.
i know that my parents try to do things for me, but i dont think that they understand that college is extremely important. i mean, ok, they buy me a car, but they dont have a college fund for me....that is stupid...it really is.
when i have kids, the day that they are born, i am going to open an account for them for thier college. i dont want to put them in the same shoes that i am in, and by the time that they are 16, i will have enough money to get them a car, and then i will still have enough left to pay for whatever college that they want to go to.
i just wish that my mother wouldnt have said that everything would be taken care of cuz if i had known, then i wouldnt be like this right now......God, does it take that much to warn a person that they are going to be screwed over.....i cant take this house anymore, i wish i wasnt going to CCRI and i wish that i was going away to college. i really do, i just need some time away from everyone. i cant take this anymore.
good night
Laura
ok, listen to what my parents waited until today to tell me.
my tuition is friggin due in 5 days, and at dinner tonight my parents decided to tell me that they werent going to help me pay for it. so, ok, now what am i gonna do...i mean, ok they fucking wait to tell me this until 5 days before it is time to pay 1,027.00, that i dont have, and that i wont have before August 1st.
i am so pissed about it, and its not the fact that they arent gonna help me that i am mad about, i just think that they should have told me ahead of time so i wouldnt be screwed. i really dont know what to do right now, i mean, ok, i didnt really do anything for my tuition because for the past few weeks my mother has been telling me not to worry about the tuition, that it would be taken care of.....ok, so what do i assume, they are gonna be paying for it....at least for some of it. but NO....5 days before i need to pay, they decide to tell me that they arent gonna give me anything.
i am going to try to look on the brighter side of things, ok, yea, they arent gonna help me, so i can do this all by myself, and then, in the end, i wont have to owe them a damn thing. and i dont want to have to owe them anything, i swear right now, i will not, NOT, take any money for my college life from them...i cant do it.
i know that my parents try to do things for me, but i dont think that they understand that college is extremely important. i mean, ok, they buy me a car, but they dont have a college fund for me....that is stupid...it really is.
when i have kids, the day that they are born, i am going to open an account for them for thier college. i dont want to put them in the same shoes that i am in, and by the time that they are 16, i will have enough money to get them a car, and then i will still have enough left to pay for whatever college that they want to go to.
i just wish that my mother wouldnt have said that everything would be taken care of cuz if i had known, then i wouldnt be like this right now......God, does it take that much to warn a person that they are going to be screwed over.....i cant take this house anymore, i wish i wasnt going to CCRI and i wish that i was going away to college. i really do, i just need some time away from everyone. i cant take this anymore.
good night
Laura