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hello everyone. today i am not in the best mood, well, i would have been in a better mood if i werent always shafted for everyone else.
i swear, it has to be the worst feeling in the world when you make plans with someone and then they just throw your set of plans away to do something with someone else who they obviously like more than you.
for a while now it has seemed to me that noone has any time for me anymore. i mean, jean has work now, amy doesnt even call me anymore, tara does her own thing, i see her once in a while, jen is only worried about one certain thing which cant be mentioned, lisa doesnt call me anymore, but she gets mad at me if i dont call her, marissa and allison dont even want to be bothered with me anymore now that they have heather. i mean, ok, it might just be me, but i dont like how this feels, i had absolutely nothing to do last night and once again, jean is out, jen doesnt wanna do anything with me, lisa marissa and allison have heather over, tara is away, amy is at work, and so that leaves me with nothing to do.
the thing that is bothering me the most is lisa, i mean, ok, she gets mad at me if i dont tell her every single little detail about my life, but i call her and she is always to busy to talk. she never calls me back so there is no point in leaving her a message. lisa marissa and allison are supposed to be like my secind family, but they dont seem like it anymore. over the past couple of weeks, with all of the shit that was going on with them, i was there, and i did everything and anything that i could to help, but now that things seem to be all better, its like...ok Laura, we dont need you anymore, so see you later on down the road when your help is needed.....yea, like this wednesday and thursday....can you babysit the kids for me??? that is all i hear, not oh i miss you why dont you come over and visit us....no, i never hear anything like that....its just when and if they need something.
sorry, no more of that shit, i am sick and tired of being everyones second choices.
amy and i went to maine and the trip had to be cut extremely short because she went and made plans with someone else.
i was supposed to go out with jen tonight, but she made plans with someone else that were more appealing to her...so she calls me and says nevermind, i have to do this instead....its like...ok, fuck Laura over again....just like always
well, they will learn that i dont need them, i am perfectly fine by myself, i would rather be alone than have to force people to want to go and hang out with me, so screw them all
i know that some of the people that i wrote about are gonna be reading this, but i could give a shit right now, i would rather they know how i feel than me keep on pretending that everything is just peachy keen!!!
Laura
i swear, it has to be the worst feeling in the world when you make plans with someone and then they just throw your set of plans away to do something with someone else who they obviously like more than you.
for a while now it has seemed to me that noone has any time for me anymore. i mean, jean has work now, amy doesnt even call me anymore, tara does her own thing, i see her once in a while, jen is only worried about one certain thing which cant be mentioned, lisa doesnt call me anymore, but she gets mad at me if i dont call her, marissa and allison dont even want to be bothered with me anymore now that they have heather. i mean, ok, it might just be me, but i dont like how this feels, i had absolutely nothing to do last night and once again, jean is out, jen doesnt wanna do anything with me, lisa marissa and allison have heather over, tara is away, amy is at work, and so that leaves me with nothing to do.
the thing that is bothering me the most is lisa, i mean, ok, she gets mad at me if i dont tell her every single little detail about my life, but i call her and she is always to busy to talk. she never calls me back so there is no point in leaving her a message. lisa marissa and allison are supposed to be like my secind family, but they dont seem like it anymore. over the past couple of weeks, with all of the shit that was going on with them, i was there, and i did everything and anything that i could to help, but now that things seem to be all better, its like...ok Laura, we dont need you anymore, so see you later on down the road when your help is needed.....yea, like this wednesday and thursday....can you babysit the kids for me??? that is all i hear, not oh i miss you why dont you come over and visit us....no, i never hear anything like that....its just when and if they need something.
sorry, no more of that shit, i am sick and tired of being everyones second choices.
amy and i went to maine and the trip had to be cut extremely short because she went and made plans with someone else.
i was supposed to go out with jen tonight, but she made plans with someone else that were more appealing to her...so she calls me and says nevermind, i have to do this instead....its like...ok, fuck Laura over again....just like always
well, they will learn that i dont need them, i am perfectly fine by myself, i would rather be alone than have to force people to want to go and hang out with me, so screw them all
i know that some of the people that i wrote about are gonna be reading this, but i could give a shit right now, i would rather they know how i feel than me keep on pretending that everything is just peachy keen!!!
Laura