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ok, here's the deal. i dont know what to do and i am completely aggrivated about this whole subject. ok, a while ago i wrote in here that i like Josh, he was my best friend amy's date to the senior prom and that is when i figured out that i like him. so, i thought about it for a while and i decided that i wouldnt tell amy because she kind of still likes him, they went out a while ago, however, they like to call themselves friends with benefits, which is so stupid, i mean, ok, either date or dont date each other. so anyways, i have been trying to figure out what to do about this because i really like josh, but at the same time i dont wanna mess anything with amy up, and so that kind of leaves me stuck.
anyways, the whole point of this is that lsat night amy and i were supposed to be going to my cousins house to have a party...as she calls it....so we got there and noone was there because it was raining, sharon was planning on having people outside so she said that she canceled it, so we left there and went back to my house, so we came on the computer and noone was on, so then amy said that we should see what josh was doing. and i agreed because i wanted to see him, hoping that maybe something would happen where we got to know each other and just started to talk more, and if that happened, then amy would have thought that it just happened that way. so anyways, we get in touch with josh and he says that we can go over, so we go and we are just sitting outside on the porch and i went in the house to go to the bathroom and while i was coming out of the bathroom i saw amy and josh through the window and they were kissing, so i waited until they stopped and then i went back outside and he went inside for something and amy says....."he kissed me" did you see us....ok, i dont fucking care...so that made me feel so bad, i wanted to leave. but anyways, we stayed and then finally when we were ready to leave i was walking and they completely left me walking, i thought that they were behind me and they werent, and i turn around and they were kissing, so i was pissed by this time, so i get in the car and turn it on and i slamm on the gass to rev the engine, and amy just stands there like an asshole....so please, give me some advice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i think that i am going to call josh and ask him to do something while amy isnt at home or something that way we can talk without her there.
Laura
anyways, the whole point of this is that lsat night amy and i were supposed to be going to my cousins house to have a party...as she calls it....so we got there and noone was there because it was raining, sharon was planning on having people outside so she said that she canceled it, so we left there and went back to my house, so we came on the computer and noone was on, so then amy said that we should see what josh was doing. and i agreed because i wanted to see him, hoping that maybe something would happen where we got to know each other and just started to talk more, and if that happened, then amy would have thought that it just happened that way. so anyways, we get in touch with josh and he says that we can go over, so we go and we are just sitting outside on the porch and i went in the house to go to the bathroom and while i was coming out of the bathroom i saw amy and josh through the window and they were kissing, so i waited until they stopped and then i went back outside and he went inside for something and amy says....."he kissed me" did you see us....ok, i dont fucking care...so that made me feel so bad, i wanted to leave. but anyways, we stayed and then finally when we were ready to leave i was walking and they completely left me walking, i thought that they were behind me and they werent, and i turn around and they were kissing, so i was pissed by this time, so i get in the car and turn it on and i slamm on the gass to rev the engine, and amy just stands there like an asshole....so please, give me some advice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i think that i am going to call josh and ask him to do something while amy isnt at home or something that way we can talk without her there.
Laura