Jun 09, 2010 03:51
My whole.life is.over. she's my everything and now she's not mine. What do I do without her? I'm broken now I can't stop crying and shaking and sobbing. I wanted to marry her have babies with her and be with her always but now.were not together and I can't take it.
And now the only one I have to try to fix me is one of my ex girlfriends and she's fixing it because she wants it for herself which I'm sure she will get because I don't have another choice its going to happen. I don't want it to though I want my little princess back but I don't get what I want.
All I feel like is that I'm unloveable and that there is something wrong with me because no one has stayed with me for longer than two and a half months. I'm damaged goods and I don't think I will ever be loved for real. I feel worthless and I don't know what to do I love her so much. But she doesn't want to try...:'( so all I do is cry...
me.