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Resolutions for a fading persona
I will uncover the moon.
I will remember the sounds that I hear.
I will try to sleep less.
I will take more drugs.
I will reinvent the wheel.
I will be afraid.
I will increase my variance, if not my standard deviation.
I will fact-check my emotions.
I will continue to eat peanut butter for meals, goddammit.
I will use my eyes even when I don't have them.
I will not resist neural plasticity.
I will try to have a more balanced mental diet.
I will readjust the gravitational constant.
I will fail at least as much as I succeed.
I will not succeed.
I will either use words, or question them, but not both.
I will forget that I exist.
I will perform archaeology within my skull.
I will submit itemized reports to the appropriate authorities.
I will subsume authority.
I will keep a tidier desk.
I will not be afraid.
I will release my thoughts from prison.
I will age, and decay, and die.
I will not spend time.
I will not acknowledge time.
I will not coexist with time.
I will not mention time even passingly even when it is relevant even when it is called for.
I will not remember time's birthday and I will not answer time's calls and I will not send time a Christmas card and I will not even grant time the time of day.
I will, instead.
I will uncover the moon.
I will remember the sounds that I hear.
I will try to sleep less.
I will take more drugs.
I will reinvent the wheel.
I will be afraid.
I will increase my variance, if not my standard deviation.
I will fact-check my emotions.
I will continue to eat peanut butter for meals, goddammit.
I will use my eyes even when I don't have them.
I will not resist neural plasticity.
I will try to have a more balanced mental diet.
I will readjust the gravitational constant.
I will fail at least as much as I succeed.
I will not succeed.
I will either use words, or question them, but not both.
I will forget that I exist.
I will perform archaeology within my skull.
I will submit itemized reports to the appropriate authorities.
I will subsume authority.
I will keep a tidier desk.
I will not be afraid.
I will release my thoughts from prison.
I will age, and decay, and die.
I will not spend time.
I will not acknowledge time.
I will not coexist with time.
I will not mention time even passingly even when it is relevant even when it is called for.
I will not remember time's birthday and I will not answer time's calls and I will not send time a Christmas card and I will not even grant time the time of day.
I will, instead.