Sep 01, 2007 13:40
Letters I can't send.
"Dear _________,
Stop being such a straight up bitch! Could it be so much as to pick up the phone. be a man and say hi to me? If something is wrong stop acting like everything is ok and then ignoring me. Don't humour me, it doesn't work that way. I know you better than you know yourself so stop trying to hide shit.
And can't you see that you're hurting me? I did everything to be there for you and you did nothing for me? I don't get it we've been close for four years, you were always there for me, through everything, and now suddenly when I show you the gratitude you deserve you push me away? I don't think I can go to Europe with someone who things thats the way friendships work. How do I deal with this? Why do I feel like I've done something wrong?"
"Dear _________,
I'm scared and excited! You put so much effort into being the perfect guy and here I am most certain that I am not whats good for you. I don't want to ruin anything but I am also crazy about you."
Letters I can send
Dear Victoria,
you are an amazing place, I miss you and all of your inhabitants. I've come to move on from the whole " I'd be happier in Victoria" thoughts. I don't think that's true, however, I am definately happy when I am there. The energy and comfort you can feel being in that city brings joy to my face.
To my friends there, you're always welcome in my home. I love you.
Dear Ruth,
I love you so much! I really can't express my gratitude for being my other half. I can't imagine life without you.