This night

May 08, 2004 00:40

A hard week of thinking lays behind Calynea now. After a monday of dressing up and taking pics of her lovely Dante, Caly left him to his own friends and muses as she herself found she was doing something terrible to not only herself but to her other love, Xauleen. Finally they managed to talk...and it didn't seem to go to good. Caly told Xaul the big fool and failure she made of herself, doing something she regrets more every time she thinks about it. Well coming from that Caly gets worried, worried that the differences and changes in their lives might be able to harm their relationship...and nothing is worth taking that risk. So now Caly is trying her darnest to be contactible, and while waiting for her mind mate to arrive, she's been working on some much needed math. Always multiple goods. So it looks like Caly's life might just come back onto the path of good after all. Then this night Caly spent so time with her love Dante, time spent watching a viewer, killing eachother on it, and then a peaceful time. There in the darkness they lay togther, doing nothing but letting their love form stronger. No talking, for they don't need words, no light, for there was nothing to see, no music, because their hearts were singing. Now Calynea feels, not numb to the world like she has been so many times before, but confident in it; for she is now reassured that no matter what happens, everything will be find and she will still be able to find happiness as long as at least one of her life loves is with her. But she prays this night, that it will never come down to just one.
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