Feeling miserable and whiny online angst
I've been depressed all day and I just can't shake off this feeling like I can't breathe and I'm all alone today. I don't know why. I was feeling this way yesterday too, like I'm a useless waste of space. Maybe I'm just tired. I don't know. Maybe I'm tired of arguing with people online. I don't know. Maybe its just Jaunary. I guess this is just going to be one of those posts.
I feel like I've been nasty to everyone online recently and I know I haven't. I feel like I'm being blamed for things I didn't even start and it's not going to end until I appologize for something I didn't even do. The passive aggressive behavior of others involved in the argument just makes me want to throw up a little in my mouth too. I'm trying to ignore it. That seems to be the best option this time, even though I'm completely sick and tired of having to coddle other people's emotions over online games and appologize for things that I never did. I guess I'm tired of playing internet shrink when fights come up. Indignity! Grump!
Internet fights are stupid. Because they always start over something incredibly ....foolish. Someone steps on someone else's feelings and everyone ends up avoiding everyone a few days/weeks/months, and then they forget anything ever happened. This too shall pass. Sorry for the grumpy butt post. :)