Aug 18, 2003 01:37
Do you think two people are mean't for each other, and to be apart is to tear at their souls?
Not sure I think that's true. I used to have a utopian idea that at some point I would just get smashed by love and not be able to figure out what's going on, but anymore I just can't seem to believe that.
I don't even really know why, either.
Maybe there is such a thing as "once in a lifetime love" but perhaps there isn't something like love at first sight.
Or maybe there is a such a thing as love at first sight, but it's only for a selected few people in the world. The rest are doomed to fight, cheat, get cheated on, and live life day to day and never experience such a thing.
A friend of mine stopped breathing Friday night. I believe he had an asthma attack. He stopped breathing 6 or 8 times, and I breathed air into his lungs each time. Maybe I saved his life, maybe he would've been fine. I just hope someone would do that for me if I were in any similar situation. I don't think anyone really cares (locally) though. Sure, my mother and sister do, and Valeri does, but I don't really think anyone locally would even care if I was gone. Shitty, huh?