In Over Over My Head..
So it's been awhile.. and so much has happened.. I'm so stressed out, there's so much going on and I don't even know where to start. Since my last update Tim's gone to jail for a week for stealing radios out of cars.. we still don't know what the results of that are going to be. His court date is coming up and until then he's on house arrest. Everyones fighting.. I'm so lost in everything thats been going on that I can't even carry on normal conversations with people anymore. I'm always fighting to think of something to say, when I really don't want to have to think at all. I have opinions on everything that's happened but its easier to pretend I'm indecisive than to say whats really on my mind. When did life become so hard?? I feel like I'm fighting for everything I've got or I want. I hate my new job but it's easier to suffer through it than to go back to what I was. I have feelings for someone that I have to pretend aren't there and it sucks. I hate wanting something I can't have.. I love and hate my new friends all at the same time.. I feel so lost..