And the Beat Goes On..
So..
Doug told Josh he *might* like me, he doesn't know.. big surprise there eh?? He is the KING of indecisivness I swear. Love the kid to death, but Josh is right, nothings ever going to happen because neither one of us has the balls to make it happen. He's supposed to call me tonight, which probably isn't going to happen either. Their going to Canada this Friday and they want me to go but I'm not too sure if I'm down with that plan. Doug doesn't want to be the fifth wheel with Josh and Ashley, Tim and Lisa, totally understand where he's coming from.. It sucks..
My birthday is going to be decidedly interesting Saturday, Dan is coming for sure.. A conflict of interests perhaps?? Either way I'm in a whole shitload of trouble I think.. Damn I'm an idiot.. I joined track too, haha, Dan talked me into it, he can be very persuasive!! My hair was down for once today, he was like, "Your hair's down for once, I like it." <<--Awww SHIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
Just when you've given up on love completely, it just begins to become confusing!!
Doug told Josh he *might* like me, he doesn't know.. big surprise there eh?? He is the KING of indecisivness I swear. Love the kid to death, but Josh is right, nothings ever going to happen because neither one of us has the balls to make it happen. He's supposed to call me tonight, which probably isn't going to happen either. Their going to Canada this Friday and they want me to go but I'm not too sure if I'm down with that plan. Doug doesn't want to be the fifth wheel with Josh and Ashley, Tim and Lisa, totally understand where he's coming from.. It sucks..
My birthday is going to be decidedly interesting Saturday, Dan is coming for sure.. A conflict of interests perhaps?? Either way I'm in a whole shitload of trouble I think.. Damn I'm an idiot.. I joined track too, haha, Dan talked me into it, he can be very persuasive!! My hair was down for once today, he was like, "Your hair's down for once, I like it." <<--Awww SHIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
Just when you've given up on love completely, it just begins to become confusing!!