Crazy Beautiful..

[calumetsdream]

It's over, I have absolutely given up.. Doug and I have become really good friends in a very short time.. At this point in time I feel like I could tell him anything, I trust him completely. He feels the same way, he told me I'm really easy to talk to. But that's it, we're not going to go any farther than that, we're probably never going to go farther than that. He's told me he doesn't WANT to date anybody right now, there's too much going on in his life. I've got to agree, I've got to get Tommy back to the way he was and I'm busy with work and school on top of that. I don't need anymore distractions, I HAVE to graduate this year, there is no question about it. I have two months till show season and I have to get Tommy back to where he was.. BETTER than he was. I've got to get my financial affairs in order before everything gets dumped on me.

Everything happens for a reason I guess, everyone has someone they can't have.. I have mine.. Dan has his.. it sucks but I'll survive..